The fifth human: Grandparents

I am so in love with you. My emotions are out of control and I just want to talk about you every day. I am in a different place today mentally, emotionally and physically than I was with your siblings. My mind is different. 

My heart beats more steadily. I appreciate this journey way more now than I did when I was younger. And I can only hope that makes me continue to strive to be a better mom.

Today I told your Grandpa & Grandma. They were very excited and sent us lots of love and blessings.

We are all so very eager to meet you.

I do sometimes wonder if your Papa is okay.